BEAUTY
FROM ASHES
September 27 Friday 2002
I can't take anymore. Or to be more precise, I have nothing left to give. Anything I ever really cared about or relied upon has been taken away from me: Cancer took my mother; Selfishness claimed my girlfriend and my career aspirations evaporated. And yet in my brokenness I feel so free - free to live out my dreams. "Most people would rather be certain they'e miserable, than risk being happy" - Robert Anthony. Well, I have nothing left to lose, so I bought a one-way ticket to Hong Kong yesterday and I leave in a fortnight. I really don't know what I'm going to do when I get there - I'm not even sure where I'll be sleeping. But I know God has his hand on me, and I know I'm going to be ok. I surrender all.
